baby

It hurts, I can’t deny it. I miss you, I miss you so much but there’s nothing I can do about it. You’re gone. Moved on. Just like that, one day you’re my everything and the next you’ve walked right out of my door leaving nothing but memories behind. Tell me, how can you fall out of love so fast? Baby, you said forever.

10.14.10 @ 01:49 | Permalink

texts from my stalker.

Here are some of the lovely text messages I’ve recieved from my stalker this morning.

I will be adding me to this list. Please note, i have never met this man before in my life. He is 30 years old. Lives in CN. So yeah.

“If we ever date you r gonna have to drop some of the people u surround yourself with since they talk like white trash trailer park uneducated racist ignorant morons. That does speak well about your character either since they are classless. You should find people that have social manners and class since this reflects on you.”

“I see things clearly, u dont”

“have the guts to call me by yourself and I guarantee u will love me”

“I’m an angel who doesn’t put up with bullshit, thats all”

“are u drunk? or stoned?”

“you need me in your life”

“I’ll make you a better person”

“ur a cheesecake”

“I know how lonely u feel”

“im only affected by love”

“No one is more lovinh or thoughtful than me, Peaches”

“U will be thanking me one day and totally addicted to me”

“you will see LOL”

10.05.10 @ 10:48 | Permalink

ATC - All Around The World

Smash Mouth - All Star

Blink 182 - Whats My Age Again?

Mandy Moore - Candy

Eiffle 65 - Blue

Savage Garden - I knew I loved you

Jennifer Lopez - Waiting For Tonight

Blink 182 - All The Small Things

Samantha Mumba - Gotta Tell You

Anastasia - One Day In Your Life

3LW - No More (Baby I’ma Do Right)

Shaggy - It Wasn’t Me

S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True

Christina Millian - Am To Pm

Kylie Monogue - Cant Get You Out Of My Head

B2k - Bump Bump Bump

Stacy Orrico - Stuck

Stacue Orrico - Theres Gotta Be More to life

3 Doors Down - Here Without You

Brian McKnight - Back At One

Atomic Kitten - The Tide is High

S Club 7 - Have You Ever

09.30.10 @ 14:38 | Permalink

you.

I can’t stop thinking about you.
I keep remembering how we met, the first time we kissed, the first time we made love, the first everything.

You’ve moved on.
You have a new girl.
i’m happy for you..because I know she’ll make you happy in a way I couldn’t.

You’re over me, and i’m over you…in a sense.
i’ll love you for always because love is forever..

09.26.10 @ 18:06 | Permalink

envy

went to Envy last night.
had tons of fun and got a cute guys number :)

09.19.10 @ 18:19 | Permalink

my love

 

Carry yourself like a queen and you’ll attract a king.

09.18.10 @ 00:46 | Permalink

mmm…

 i need this.

09.17.10 @ 01:29 | Permalink

Autumns Monologue

Oh why can’t I be what you need?
A new improved version of me
But I’m nothing so good
No, I’m nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t

Here I’m pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured ‘til dawn
By you, visions of you then you’re gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone’s taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t
(x2)


I break in two over you, oh
I break in two over you, over you
I break in two
I would break in two for you
Now you see me
Now you don’t
Now you need me
Now you don’t

i love you. still.

09.16.10 @ 22:57 | Permalink

Stalk

bitches stalk me.

dicks stalk me.

Quit tryin to get in my business and worry about yourself.

:)

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